Lola Souls Diary: A girl gotta do....

Dear Diary....
I don't even remeber what day this happend, Slightly shocked myself!
So Golding and I were in the hall of the school, Golding all happy about getting married to Beau and all. I glanced at him and frowned, "Golding you sure you want to marry Beau?" The words flew right out of my mouth. He narrowed his eyes at me, "Lola, Why do you ask? Of course I want to marry Beau!"
I sighed and looked away from him, well I'd started a topic I was going to have to finish it too. "Well It's just that we are still young! Don't you think you're rushing into things?" I knew that this was the wrong thing to say.
"Lola I don't care if I'm still young, I've found the girl I love and will always love," He seemed pretty pissed off at me by this point, I guess he was still pissed off about something eles I'd done wrong.

"Well what about if someone eles loved you, but you didn't know?! Don't you care how they feel?!" I snapped at him, feeling upset with myself for doing so.
"Lola I don't really care........I have Beau!" He glared at me and I glared back, I'd gotten into an argument about HIS love life...

I took a deep breath, stopped glaring at him and just stared at him. "What about how I feel Golding! I've love you for such a long time!" I took a step forward and kissed him on the lips.....

I pulled back real quickly and turned bright red in the cheeks, I stared at him with wide eyes. He stared back with wider eyes...What did I just do! I kissed someone who is getting married! I took a few steps back, ready to run....